I got really excited today, as a friend told me that she read all my posts and she misses me on the blog.. wow, somebody interested in what I write, lol it made me happy and motivated me to write a new one tonight.. currently 22:46 in London UK, a chilled September night.
|Belladonna and I|
So, I have been doing a lot lately, from pursuing my dreams, to work in the garden, looking after my home plants family, and trying to find even more local and small suppliers for my business, a website is under construction and changes, changes, changes.
This is what Autumn brings right? Changes? To shed and let go of what we no longer need, cover everything with Earth and let everything start anew, in a new shape or form.
|Uva looking at the Lemon balm|
I have been constantly challenged, but I know I'm doing the right thing, or even better, I know what I'm doing! I spent many years looking for answers that never came, trying to acquire knowledge, devour books, follow many different paths and get super confused. Now I know that If I stick with Nature and I do anything as raw and in tune is possible, I m on he right path. I often ask my self, before any actions or whenever I can remember, if what I m doing will benefit me, or the entire community and Nature. And I discovered that I used to do many things just for myself and by myself, being a lone wolf, but actually when I'm in Nature, and I see how everything works so well in Unity, I really make an effort to take example from it and behave accordingly with humans.
People just want one thing and that is to be loved, nobody wants to be all alone. NOBODY. So I do think that before my persona wants to be right in an argument, or wants to make a point of something, I stop and think.. wait a minute, I don't know this person story, I don't know what they have been through, I can feel that what they express in anger is just a battle against themselves. A fight is only a cry out loud for help. They feel this disconnection and this genetically modified way of living, they just don't know what to do, they don't have a safe environment, or an instrument that explains what is really happening to them.
I have stopped wanting to be right, getting upset for the most frivolous things. is such a waste of energy and is reflected in your skin. It shapes you in ways that you can't control, In reality you can't control anything.
Night night sweet followers and I wish you have dreams that smells like honey <3